Things associated with stress.

I'm not even going to mention food. Its pointless. Can I go on a hunger strike about being forced to eat? Aha.

Things that stress me out (avoiding obvious political things, I mean the everyday stress I should have control over)

- my Bristol life:
  I hate my flat and have no say in anything, why do I work so damn hard for it to be clean and tidy and for everyone to walk all over me. I do not want 40+ people in my house on New Years, please can it just a be a nice night out with people I care about, not your shitty friends you barely know and just get trashed with. I might be anti-social, but these past 6 months have given me reason to.

God actually, thats the only thing that is stressing me out to the point of screaming. Everything else is just waste, family etc, the stuff you hate but you can't do without.
So look at that. I just fucking hate where I live.

47 days til I move to Holland, something I have started having panic attacks about, but I knew I would and its one of the reasons I wanted to go in the first place. People I will be out there with have started to contact me, this is making me feel a little bit more secure.

190 days til I move into my new place, with 3 of my best friends. Something, I know, will be easier than this.

In the words of, someone, this too shall pass.