January: Get fit, DRPP, prepare
February - June: Live in Rotterdam
June: Glastonbury
July: Move and Work
August: Travel
September: Start Again
Monday 28 December 2009
Sunday 27 December 2009
Saturday 26 December 2009
Tuesday 22 December 2009
Things associated with stress.
I'm not even going to mention food. Its pointless. Can I go on a hunger strike about being forced to eat? Aha.
Things that stress me out (avoiding obvious political things, I mean the everyday stress I should have control over)
- my Bristol life:
I hate my flat and have no say in anything, why do I work so damn hard for it to be clean and tidy and for everyone to walk all over me. I do not want 40+ people in my house on New Years, please can it just a be a nice night out with people I care about, not your shitty friends you barely know and just get trashed with. I might be anti-social, but these past 6 months have given me reason to.
God actually, thats the only thing that is stressing me out to the point of screaming. Everything else is just waste, family etc, the stuff you hate but you can't do without.
So look at that. I just fucking hate where I live.
47 days til I move to Holland, something I have started having panic attacks about, but I knew I would and its one of the reasons I wanted to go in the first place. People I will be out there with have started to contact me, this is making me feel a little bit more secure.
190 days til I move into my new place, with 3 of my best friends. Something, I know, will be easier than this.
In the words of, someone, this too shall pass.
Things that stress me out (avoiding obvious political things, I mean the everyday stress I should have control over)
- my Bristol life:
I hate my flat and have no say in anything, why do I work so damn hard for it to be clean and tidy and for everyone to walk all over me. I do not want 40+ people in my house on New Years, please can it just a be a nice night out with people I care about, not your shitty friends you barely know and just get trashed with. I might be anti-social, but these past 6 months have given me reason to.
God actually, thats the only thing that is stressing me out to the point of screaming. Everything else is just waste, family etc, the stuff you hate but you can't do without.
So look at that. I just fucking hate where I live.
47 days til I move to Holland, something I have started having panic attacks about, but I knew I would and its one of the reasons I wanted to go in the first place. People I will be out there with have started to contact me, this is making me feel a little bit more secure.
190 days til I move into my new place, with 3 of my best friends. Something, I know, will be easier than this.
In the words of, someone, this too shall pass.
Monday 14 December 2009
Todays edibles in a handy bitesize portion.
Food:
1 slice of mothers chocolate cake
3 coffees
1 plate rogan josh vegetables with noodles and naan bread
1 slice of mothers chocolate cake
3 coffees
1 plate rogan josh vegetables with noodles and naan bread
Saturday 12 December 2009
Moving.
I'm perfectly content it just being me. I just sometimes wish it could be just me, with someone else.
Friday 11 December 2009
Edibles SUCK.
I am so fed up of eating.
I have put on weight, I'm bloated and I feel constantly sick.
Fuck doctors.
Monday 7 December 2009
Edibles.
New diet should really be taking place, but the more food I eat the sicker I feel.
Today:
1 packet french fries
1 half(ish) jacket potato with cheese and salad
1 bowl cous cous with courgette pieces
Sunday 6 December 2009
Some nice things.
I have:
2 bruises from blood tests.
8 bruises from Friday night.
4 bite marks.
52 new prints of latex moulds.
1 shiny essay.
Thursday 3 December 2009
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